I am aware of all of this, Rei. I am also aware of how I acted after I discovered what I do in my world, for the same reasons you did what you have here.



Getting yourself killed would do nothing but assuage your own guilt. Your proposed course of action is nothing more than suicide under the pretense of assisting.

There are indeed logical approaches to this, and what will be of use is to put aside your emotion on this matter and think. If you cannot, then stay with someone who can, whether myself or Hitsugaya.



Being here to help when this is all over is a better way to repent than causing your own death.